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Monday, October 11, 2004

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i have never imagined this moment to happen. this is the first time i got to you this close. this could probably be the last time, too. but it doesn't matter. i don't know what's gonna happen next, and i don't care. this... right here... right now... in the four corners of this room... this is what matters most.

i don't know how heaven feels but i think it's close to what i feel now. it's an overwhelming feeling to have your body next to mine. too close. too intimate. as if there's no one else in the world but us.

i love how it feels to run my fingers through your hair. i have always wanted to do that. to feel every inch of your body was a dream. now, it becomes real. too real.

i love it when you whisper to my ear and you play with my hair, when you say that my body is so smooth to touch and my hair smells great. you should see the smile on my face when you do that.

it is so good to listen to you heartbeat as i lean my head against your chest while we talk about things that practically make no sense. i just love talking to you so much because i love hearing your voice. so calm and sweet.

i don't want to let go when you wrap your arms around me, telling me that it is so nice to hug me because my body feels so warm. human heat. that's what you call it.

there is something about the way you hold my hand and you play with my fingers. something unexplainable. something that no amount of words can describe. i loved holding your hand the first day i saw you. i still do. much more now than before.

i don't want this feeling to end. if i can stop the clock, i will do it just right now. because i can live the rest of my life just like this. you lying here, me resting my head on your chest... you hugging me so tight. too close. too intimate. the way i've always wanted.

i was a lost soul.
you found me.
i became one with you.

is this real?
or am i just dreaming?
if this is a dream...
then let me sleep forever.

*** savor the experience


Blogger robert d said...

Didn't realize that you were Philippino. My girlfriend is from the Philippines and she is a wonderful woman.

Your last blog was very heart felt. If it was for really you are making some man very proud.

Going to let you in on a little secret. There is some pretty good stuff in my archives but you have to root around.

Have a great day and remember to flopka is the only sin. Flopka means to not blog.

Snapping out,


12:24 AM  
Blogger anjiedy said...

ei there... nice literary piece.. love it... just for who is it anyway...? :)

1:17 PM  
Blogger robert d said...

Link away. One day, hopefully one day soon, I will be doing the same.

Went to the fair last night, the Cumming Country Fair & Festival. It was GTG, good to go. Had a million dollar happy, food, drink, live music, and thousands of very happy people. The only bad part was that I didn't bring my camera because I thought it might rain. Such is my life.

All this and heaven too and I love it.

Catch you on the flip,


1:33 PM  
Blogger Rede Litoral SAT said...

Great...I'm really out of words...I ever searched for the love of my life, someone that makes me forget of everything...I hope that a love so intense like this really exists in real life...I don't have any shame to assume this feeling...someday I'll found her...lol...(or maybe I found her already, right reych...just kidding)

1:56 PM  
Blogger lauren said...

hey...just returning your comment...thank you for visiting my blog...you seem really interesting and i would like to continue to visit yours as well.

8:19 PM  
Blogger robert d said...


You have shamed me and soon I must make amends. I need to add links to my blog. I have been bad and hope that I can be forgiven.

A little one just for you, a little smile.

And when he was happy the sun shined proud and the birds sang their best songs. The flowers were so pretty with puck. And her heart beat just a little faster.

All this and heaven too!! And yes I do, I love it!!!

Just a little sparkle plenty to make your day special,


11:04 PM  
Blogger anjiedy said...

hmmm.... ngayon alam ko na kung para kanino to... paksyet lang talaga!!!

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