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Monday, January 17, 2005

hikbi

iniwan na ni vivian si carlo. dahil yun ang inaakala n'yang tamang gawin. kahit mahal na mahal nya 'to. at mahal na mahal din s'ya. ang labo, di ba? nakakalungkot. masyadong mabigat ang mga eksena. mabigat ang mga binitiwang salita. nakakaiyak. naiyak ako, totoong buhay. buong episode 'ata, umiiyak ako. kahit pag commercial na. buti na lang patay ang ilaw at ako lang mag-isa ang nanonood ng tv. kung may kasama 'ko, sigurado, pinagtatawanan nila 'ko. ang babaw ko kase. umiiyak ako sa isang palabas na ni hindi ko nga alam ang totoong boses ng mga gumaganap. masyado akong nadala sa pinapanood ko. hindi ko sigurado kung baket ako umiiyak. dahil lang ba sa palabas? o may mas malalim na pinaghuhugutan ang mga luhang 'to?

umiyak ako.
umiyak ng umiyak na parang wala ng bukas.

nasasaktan na 'ko, eh.
sobrang nasasaktan.
bakit hindi ka sumasagot?
kelan ka ba babalik?



"si carlo at si vivian"





6 Comments:

Blogger chum said...

ANO BA YUN?!?!?! Pagkatapos ng "Pretty Woman" eh "Lovers in Paris" naman ang pinagtripan! Tsk...tsk...Bakit nga kaya ganun ang love noh? Mahal mo pero iiwan mo...I guess hindi nga yun love...maybe deep like lang or deep admiration or kung ano man...pero malay nga natin baka nga love yun...hindi ko alam...isang malaking question mark ang LOVE...madaming tanong pero may (tamang) sagot ba?...isang tanong about love for sure isang katerbang sagot ang makukuha mo pero alin duon ang tama?...napunta na rin ako sa ganung situation ang taong sabi nila na mahal daw ako eh iniwan din ako...bakit ko sila pinakawalan?kasi mahal ko sila...i trust them na kung saan man sila patutungo eh duon sila mas magiging masaya...sino ba ako para hadlangan ang kasiyahan nila? OOO SIYEET nahahawa na ako sayo! (drama mode off) hehehe :D

10:16 AM  
Blogger anjiedy said...

ate... hindi ka nag-iisa...
lalo na sa part na nakita ni carlo si vivian na nakaupo, tapos kinausap nia, pero si vivian hindi sumasagot... tapos... tapos... nagpaalam na rin si carlo at sinabing 'vivian, alagaan mo'ng sarili mo' sabay tayo... syet talaga!!!

masaket din kay vivian ang ginawa nia, pero kase di na nia kayang makita pa na nasasaktan at nahihirapan si carlo ng dahil sa relasyon nilang dalawa. minsan, kahet masaket, kailangan mong magdedesisyon... nampuchang love yan o!

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