breather

it's the beginning of the month. but i don't know.. i'm a bit feeling low. i've been nursing this headache for two days now. kind of unusual. headaches aren't supposed to last this long. been wanting to take headache pills but i couldn't... for some bloody reason. hehe. i don't feel like doing the usual stuff that i do. i sleep very late and wake up like i have all the time in the world to prepare for work. i'm not being productive at work. well, not that i don't do my job like i should. i still do. but not at the usual speed, if you ever call that speed. my drawers are starting to be filled with papers. not to mention that i have to meet my deadline , which is some five days away, for my end of the month sales and collection reports. arrrggg!!!! what the hell is wrong with me?

i've long been wanting to have a copy of mitch albom's the five people you meet in heaven. i finally got myself one last saturday. if i was my usual self, i should have finished the book by now. but heck, it's been a week and i havent even touched it. me? having a new book and not spending my sleepless nights reading it? again... what the hell is wrong with me?

i have to freshen up. i have to take a break from all these things. i have to socialize. i have to meet new people. i have to do something new. maybe i should get a new haircut. OR maybe i should just find myself a new job. this routine is making me sick. doing the same things everyday, six days a week. sometimes, seven. where is the life in that?

ahh.. tomorrow is a new day. i just wish the headache will be gone when i wake up. maybe things will be better when it's gone. but first, i have to leave this office and go home. sigh.