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my morning starts just like any other mornings. i wake up at 5:30 only to reset the alarm at 6. happens everyday. breakfast used to be a must, but i'm not really into food lately so i pass most of the time. life has become too constant that even coffee has lost its appeal.

i go straight to the shower after the second waking up. i get dressed, i pull myself together then leave for work. if i get lucky, i'll be at work in thirty minutes. if not, with the traffic and all, plus the difficulty of getting the ride, hell knows.

i work 8 hours a day. that could go up to 14 depending on my mood. if i don't want to go home or there's nowhere else to go [which happens quite a lot], i stay at the office for as long as i want. lucky i've got keys.

i nap during lunch break. 12:00 - 12:45. the remaining 15 minutes should be enough for a quick bite.

i go home when i feel like it. have dinner when i feel like it. but i don't most of the time, so i don't. i watch a bit of tv. or read a few chapters of the book that i'm reading at the time. or chat with a friend over the phone. then i go to sleep.

repeat everything the next day.

this is my so-called life. and it has been going on like this for quite a while now. things have got to change. life will change. in 101 days, it will.

i count the days. but then the clock stops ticking.