hello?
am i here for real?
i seriously, SERIOUSLY want to write again, but, everytime i try, my eyes always end up staring blankly at the screen as if it's the most fascinating thing to look at, and my fingers end up frozen on the keyboard.
my morning starts just like any other mornings. i wake up at 5:30 only to reset the alarm at 6. happens everyday. breakfast used to be a must, but i'm not really into food lately so i pass most of the time. life has become too constant that even coffee has lost its appeal.
a friend told me that when she was little, his two older brothers tripped on her and threw her in to the pool. she didn't know how to swim.
i have a long term plan. i will walk a different path, live a different life. but in times when i feel so down, i ask myself... will i be ready for the life i plan to live by the time i will have to live it?
just because i don't say i miss you
kagabi, habang naghihintay ng sundo, nagpalipas ako ng oras sa labas ng building. masaya sana kung nasa loob ako ng office, pero mag-isa na lang ako. medyo gabi na rin at may nararamdaman akong kakaiba, na para bang hindi talaga ako mag-isa. hindi ako matatakutin sa mga sitwasyong kagaya nun, pero pinili ko na ring umalis na lang. pagod na rin naman ako sa maghapong pagtatrabaho.
-::- About Me -::-
Name: shadowlane
Location: Pasig City, Philippines
people think i'm crazy. most of the time they're right.